Thursday, February 19, 2009

Today's menu..


Wanna know today's Menu:

Starter: you've already guessed it..

Yes, it is pani puri.. :)



Main Course:
Dry potato vegetable
Mutter-paneer
Parantha, Methi Paratha, Roti
Boondi Raita
Papad

Dessert: Ras-malai..

(That's all about some culinary skills..) "What..?? You are coming.. Sure.. You are most welcome..." :)

Shama..

शमा में वो मस्ती कहाँ जो कि परवाने में है,
मज़ा जलने में नहीं, जल जल के मर जाने में है |

Does the candle have the carefree exuberance of the moth?
Fun lies not in burning to stay alight, but in dying for love..

(thanks to Manish Modi)

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Free me..

Free me from the bonds of your sweetness, my love! No more of this
wine of kisses.
This mist of heavy incense stifles my heart.
Open the doors, make room for the morning light.
I am lost in you, wrapped in the folds of your caresses.
Free me from your spells, and give me back my manhood to offer you my
freed heart.

- Rabindranath Tagore

Bengali writer, India's first Nobel Laureate
(1861 - 1941)

Ilahi..

इलाही उनके हिस्से के भी ग़म मुझ को अता कर दे
कि उन मासूम आँखों में नमी देखी नहीं जाती |
- सीमाब अकबराबादी

O lord, allow me to take on her share of sorrow too,
For I cannot bear to see wetness in those innocent eyes..!!
- Simaab Akbarabadi

(Thanks to Manish Modi)

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Emmanuel's story..

"War Child" got many reactions from all.. Thanks! Yes, I had an opportunity to meet Emmanuel in person, and hear his story firsthand. Yes, he did rap for us, and it was mind blowing.. The whole auditorium was on feet.. You guys wanna meet Emmanuel? Let me present to you, my rendezvous with Emmanuel..


An excerpt from a paper I had to write for a class:

"The presentation titled, “Performance for Peace: A Diary of Darfur” was an opportunity to make myself aware of the conflict in the Sub-Saharan Africa. Emmanuel Jal, a former child soldier, and a current hip-hop artist presented his story from the war torn region of Sudan. His struggle for survival, the story of pain and anguish, the tears of loss and agony touched every individual present in the packed Memorial Hall. The standing ovation he received spoke of the admiration for the will power of humans to survive all odds. His story was one of the most extreme stories I have ever heard. One of the incidences he narrated was about how, when he was starving for a few days in row, he had a thought of eating his own friend, who was himself dying of hunger. Emmanuel, then a child, saw an adult in his group eating dead people around, and so, in utter despair, accepted it as a fact. The personal conflict he went through, to arrive to this conclusion, and the innocent demand to God to save him of this sin, brought to light the innate goodness in every human being. His conflict was resolved, when incidentally within a few hours, he could shoot a crow to feed his hunger. But, this could not save his friend, who was too weak to survive. "

So, if you have not yet laid your hands on the book, 'oh mann', what are you doing?? ;)

Seriousness

I seem to be engulfed by this word, seriousness. Mind you, not in my actions in real life, nor in my thoughts.. But, in this virtual world of blogging!

Since last few days, I have been planning to tell you all about my 'culinary skills' (insert prefix: terrible), but, every day seems to be serving me with new topics, that I literally, and factually, end up not dealing with food or cooking.. ;)..
More than food, I seem to be gulping down the word: Conflict..

One day, it is Darfur and Sudan, the other day, it is the war in Iraq. After the conceptual travel through Darfur, then Iraq, I suddenly find myself in Afghanistan.. The journey further takes me to Bangladesh, and then, I found myself in Democratic Republic of Congo (DRC) today.. No need to mention, my dear "India" in this whole picture.. It seems, the world is so full of conflict, that the "Chaos theory" of metaphysics is coming to life! And, it is coming to my life more than ever from every individual I am meeting.. From Nobel Peace Laureate, Prof. Muhammad Yunus; to Iraqi journalist, Muhammad Abdullah Fadaam; to former child soldier from Sudan, Emmanuel Jal; to today's meeting with the former adviser to the President of DRC and UN official, Dr. Nzongla, the peace fellowship is supposed to be serving its purpose!

But you know what, I had assumed that this fellowship will give me answers to many questions.. I am not sure about answers, but it is questioning my fundamentals, and as if this is not enough, it is gifting me with more and more questions every day!

Life ho toh aisi.. ;)

Sunday, February 15, 2009

War Child


The tears that hurt the most, the cry which pains the most, the tears which never wet your eyes.. The silent tears.. Pain without tears.. Tears without water..

This is not a ramble.. This is something understood by the ones who have felt it. When you cry so much, that the eyes dry up, never to wet again. When you have seen so much pain, that the pain becomes your existence. When, when you know death by first name, and death is what is your friend, your enemy, your soul mate. Death is what makes you live, death is what makes you move, death is what rules you. When the only dance you have seen is of fear and chaos, of hatred and death. That is when you are born, a "War Child"...

Do you remember the "Blood Diamond"? Do you remember the "Baai"?

Emmanuel Jal.. The war child.. The soul of a man, who survived all the odds to tell the world a story of hope and faith.. A river that flew against every possible obstacle.. A journey of "hundred miles, that began with just one step."

Emmanuel, who was born in war torn Sudan, whose childhood was like any other child, who wanted to grow up to his naive dreams.. Everything came crashing down with the war, the war for oil. Dragged in hatred, dumped by destiny, he found himself following the war cry, in the shoes of a child soldier. The journey from a naive kid, to a child soldier, to be one of the thousands of lost children.. Killed by time, surviving on faith, Emmanuel lives to tell his tale!

WAR CHILD.. A must read for the one who try to define black and white.. War Child, a must for the ones like me, who crush themselves against the small turmoils of life.. War Child, a must read for me, you, he, she, everyone..

In Emmanuel's own words: "I had sown a seed and happy are those who sow in tears, for they shall reap in joy."