Monday, September 29, 2008

The Zeroth Infinity of Eternity..

Good morning! I was wondering this morning, it has been long I posted something worth while online. But as you all are well acquainted with my writing skills, something worth while from me, as someone puts it, 'it would be a bit too much of expectation!"

Anyway..

Abhay happened to send me a courier a few days back. What was it so important that made him spend a few thousand of rupees in that courier? It was a Tee with HH the Dalai Lama's picture on it. One of the best gifts I have ever received. Since that day, I have been wondering, what is it in His Holiness that he attracts millions of people world over? I have been studying him and the Tibetan Government for one of my papers and spent hours reading online literature and watching various video clippings. I had an opportunity to read a few of his books too. But still, I feel incomplete. The more I know about him, the more I realize, it is nothing. I have made many attempts, that have proved my incompetence, in explaining what is it in him, that inspires me.

While wondering how could I best put it in words, I remembered an email, a friend of mine sent to me after the Friends' Society had an opportunity to meet His Holiness in Pune, India. Respecting his choice, I can't name him here, but, he has put in words, the emotions, the feelings, the aura of His Holiness; the way I would never be able to articulate it. The words just seem perfect..

Friends, I am sure the words to follow are going to leave you with the lingering feeling for more.. It is start of a quest, quest for purity, quest for understanding the "Zeroth Infinity of Eternity.."

The email..

"
Hi Darshan. I wasnt getting sleep for some reason, so i sat up and was reading something. Then next thing i knew was i was writing about my meeting with the Dalai Lama. it just flowed, without me having to think, and especially towards the end i had no clue what i was writing. it was done in a matter of a few minutes. it's just three paragraphs, and very crude, but just thought i'd send it to you. feel free to edit etc. just one small request... just in case you want to share it with anyone else, or use it, let it be anonymous. this is too personal to share with my name on it. thanks..

________________________________________________________________________________

Great people have an aura surrounding them. Usually, this aura hits one like a particularly forceful gust of a particularly powerful storm. On meeting them, one is left reeling, overcome by a feeling of breathlessness, shock, awe, excitement, and, inevitably, a bit of mental restlessness and turmoil.

His Holiness The XIV Dalai Lama has possibly the strongest aura I have ever encountered so far. But it's not a violent, in-your-face gust. It's more like a warm breeze blowing gently, caressingly, against one's skin, and then penetrating inside to warm the deepest corner of one's soul, on a freezing day. It's an aura whose power is hidden by its silent unobtrusiveness and the unassuming air of His Holiness. It's an aura that's not unlike an iron fist in a velvet glove. It causes no breathlessness. Instead, I found myself inhaling deeply, like one does when one comes upon something truly wondrous. It causes no shock and awe. Instead, I felt adoration, wonder and an inexplicable feeling of having been blessed.It causes no excitement, restlessness or turmoil. Instead, I felt an incredible wave of tranquility wash over me. And yet, for all the peace surrounding His Holiness, the meeting made such an impact on me that it left me quivering, and still gives me goosebumps.

The Dalai Lama combines the free spirit of children with the wisdom of the ages. The result is there to be experienced when He speaks. His words are full of a deep sincerity. They are profound without being complicated. They go straight to one's heart, without trying to impress the intellect. It's only in retrospect that one's (suddenly humbled) intellect goes back and marvels at the depth of His words.

There's something about the Dalai Lama. I don't know if it's the positivity, so strong you can almost feel it against your skin, that surrounds him. I don't know if it's his eagerness to reach out to the average man. I don't know if it's the calmness he radiates, inspite of the hardships we all know he has faced. I don't know if it's the wisdom he possesses and shares, or the unconditional love and affection with which he greeted us, insignificant strangers, or the lingering feeling of having been blessed... I really can't put my finger on it, but there's something about the Dalai Lama that makes one accept, unquestioningly, the aptness of the title "His Holiness".
"

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Husband crisis... ;-)

(The blog was getting a bit too personal.. Humour might be a good change.. ;-).. This one sent me rolling with laughter..)

INSTALLING A HUSBAND

"Dear Tech Support,

Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a
distinct slowdown in overall system performance -- particularly in the
flower and jewellery applications, which operated flawlessly under
Boyfriend 5.0

In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs,
such as Romance 9..5 and Personal Attention 6.5 and then installed
undesirable programs such as AFL 5.0, The Ashes 3.0, and Golf Clubs
4.1.

Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes
the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but
to no avail.

What can I do?

Signed, Desperate"

..........................................................................

"Dear Desperate:

First keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, while
Husband 1.0 is

an Operating System.

Please enter the command: 'http: I Thought You Loved Me.html' and try
to download Tears 6.2 and don't forget to install the Guilt 3.0
update. If that application works as designed, Husband 1.0 should then
automatically run the applications Jewellery 2.0 and Flowers 3.5.

But remember, overuse of the above application can cause Husband 1.0
to default to Grumpy Silence 2.5, Happy Hour 7.0 or Beer 6.1.

Beer 6.1 is a very bad program that will download the Snoring Loudly Beta.

Whatever you do, DO NOT install Mother-in-law 1.0 (it runs a virus in
the background that will eventually seize control of all your system
resources).

Also, do not attempt to reinstall the Boyfriend 5.0 program. These are
unsupported applications and will crash Husband 1.0.

In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program, but it does have limited
memory and cannot learn new applications quickly. You might

consider
buying additional software to improve memory and performance.

We recommend Food 3.0 and Hot Lingerie 7.7.

Good Luck, Tech Support"

(From Internet forwards)

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Promise

This is one of my most favorite poems.. I may not agree with the line of 'loving more than a mother loves her newborn' in certain perspective, but still it is one of the best poems.. The poem that has more than a singular meaning..

God's promise to mankind..
Nature's promise to evolution..
For those in love, a partner's promise..

A promise form one soul to another..


"PROMISE..

If I had to promise you something, what would it be?

I can't promise that you would always be comfortable…
Because comfort brings boredom and discomfort.

I can't promise that all your desires will be fulfilled…
Because desires whether fulfilled or unfulfilled bring frustration.

I can't promise that there will always be good times…
Because it is the tough times that make us appreciate joy.

I can't promise that we will be rich or famous or powerful…
Because they can all be pathways to misery.

I can't promise that we will always be together…
Because it is separation that makes togetherness so wonderful.

Yet if you are willing to walk with me,
If you are willing to value love over everything else..

I promise that this will be the most rich and fulfilling life possible.
I promise your life will be an eternal celebration,
I promise you I will cherish you more than a king cherishes his crown,
And I shall love you more than a mother loves her newborn.

If you are willing to walk into my arms,
If you are willing to live in my heart,
You will find the one you have waited forever…
You will meet yourself in my arms…
I promise."

(Poem by Sri Sri Ravi Shankar, Art of Living Foundation, India)

Monday, September 15, 2008

Realization..

Some one just asked me, don't you feel lonely? Away from friends.. Away from family.. New land.. New people..

Today, I boarded the bus in the morning, to the reality that I was not home with my own country men.. My loved ones.. There is going to be no badi game or KNP Coffee at the end of the day..

Now, you may wonder, after more than a month, why would I still be brought back to reality? Actually, last 2 days, I have virtually spent with a single person, chatting, dreaming, thinking.. As if I was back on those streets.. Not only drenching in those rains but soaking in the love.. Being one with myself and my life, not to forget the catalyst, the love, which brings me to my life.. And, then I wake up to the brutal Monday, the weekday morning, which makes me realize, there's more I need to include in my picture of life! (career)

But still, to all those who ask me, am I home sick? Do I miss Pune? Do I miss people..?? My reply is..

अकेला हूँ मगर फिर भी अकेला मैं नहीं रहता,
किसी की याद मेरे दिले में रहती पासबां होकर !

(akelaa huun magar phir bhii akelaa main nahiin rahtaa
kisii kii yaad mere dil mein rahtii paasabaan hokar)

"I may be alone, but I am not lonely;
Someone's memory lives in my heart, protecting it [from loneliness]"

(Sher contributed by Vijayalaxmi Modi)

Sunday, September 14, 2008

The Change...

River flows..

Life changes..

After summer, start the colors of fall!! And yes, colors are changing for me too. Life's beautiful again.. River's in full flow.. It's broken the walls.. It's broken the bridges.. It's flown through obstacles.. And, now the river flows freely, full of energy.. full of life.. full of love..

The Zeroth Infinity of Eternity.. A time where there's so much to say.. so much to express.. and no words.. It's just the :) which doesn't fade and speaks for itself..

And the WORDS play in my mind.. WORDS (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1FmuZHBOOC4) for Damsel.. :)

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Love redefined..

After reading this one, a friend of mine was inspired to quote this..

"
I read it some where, and it seems really gr8 even today...

'Love is an intricate, long lasting dance, where your choice of partner & sense of balance matters the most.
I guess if u find the right one, it never fades, the bloom of romance might not always wither, like ways u never FALL OUT of luv:)'
"

A perfect reply I suppose! I was looking for something which will balance the the tilt of the article and it seems pretty much balanced now!

Thanks Damsel!

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Love..

Love.. Falling in Love.. Life time love.. Pure love.. Platonic love.. ..

Love is a word defined the most, spoken about the most, confessed the most.. And still, it is never understood. It makes the world move, but it ain't moved by words itself. It is an emotion most essential for life, and still it is the one which imparts the maximum pain!

I have been reading this book, "The Road Less Traveled", a gift from Sanyu and her family! In the second unit of the book titled 'LOVE', the writer, M. Scott Peck attempts to define love. Possibly one of the best definitions I have come across, especially of the concept; the concept which I have been trying to define since my rendezvous with it, which lasted much more than a rendezvous..

"FALLING IN LOVE..

Of all the misconceptions about love, the most powerful and pervasive is the belief that 'falling in love' is love or at least one of the manifestations of love. It is potent misconception, because falling in love is subjectively experienced in a very powerful fashion as an experience of love. When a person falls in love what he or she certainly feels is "I love him" or "I love her." But two problems are immediately apparent. The first is that the experience of falling in love is specifically a sex-linked erotic experience. We do not fall in love with our children even though we may love them very deeply. We do not fall in love with our friends of the same sex - unless we are homosexually oriented - even though we may care for them greatly. We fall in love only when we are consciously or unconsciously sexually motivated. The second problem is that the experience of falling in love is invariably temporary. No matter whom we fall in love with, we sooner or later fall out of love if the relation continues long enough. This is not to say that we invariably cease loving the person with whom we fell in love. But it is to say that the feeling of ecstatic lovingness that characterizes the experience of fallin in love always passes. The honeymoon always ends. The bloom of romance always fades.
"

(By M. Scot Peck, from The Road Less Traveled)

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Relative pleasure..!

मसरूर निगाहों को काँटा भी गुलिस्तां है,
मायूस निगाहों में गुलशन भी है वीराना !

masruur nigaahon ko kaantaa bhii gulistaan hai
maayuus nigaahon mein gulshan bhii hai viiraanaa

When the beholder is delighted, even a thorn appears to be a pleasure glade,
When the beholder is melancholy, even spring in its blossom appears forlorn!

(Sher contributed by Vijayalaxmi Modi)

Pain of Seperation..

इश्क़ की राहों में ये ज़माना
हिज्र के काँटे बोता क्यों है
-इनायत ख़ान परदेसी

ishq kii raahon mein ye zamaanaa
hijr ke kaante botaa kyun hai
-Inayat Khan Pardesi

Why are the streets of love
Strewn with the thorns of separation?

(Sher, thanks to Manish Modi)

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Seperation

पास अगर तू नहीं शहर है वीरां तमाम
तू है तो आबाद हैं उजड़े हुए काख़-ओ-कू
-इक़बाल

paas agar tuu nahiin shahar hai viiraan tamaam
tuu hai to aabaad jain ujade hue kaakh-o-kuu
-Iqbal

Without you, the city is desolate,
With you, even deserted cities are full of life!

Love-Life-Death

ख़ुद फँसी फ़न्दे में बुलबुल क्या ख़ता सय्याद की,
गुल पे आशिक़ होके अपनी ज़िन्दगी बरबाद की!

khud phansii fande mein bulbul kyaa khataa saiyaad kii
gul pe aashiq hoke apnii zindagii barbaad kii

The lover got caught in the web on his own, why blame the hunter?
He fell in love with the flower and ruined his own life!

NB In Urdu poetry bulbul, meaning nightingale, is used symbolically to
denote the lover. Gul is the beloved one. The hunter could mean the
world / adverse circumstances.

Sher contributed by Vijayalaxmi Modi

Pain..

तर झरसी ऊपर गरी कज्जल जल छिरकाइ
पिय पाती बिन हीं लिखी बाँची बिरह बलाइ
-बिहारी

tar jharsii uupar garii kajjal jal chhirakaai
piya paatii bin hiin likhii baanchii birah balaai
-Bihari

Heat-singed below, and tinged above with tearful stains;
He reads her note’s unwritten tale, of parting’s pains!

Bihari Satsai, trans. Rupert Snell

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Silence..

Silence.. thats what remains!

Stillness.. thats what penetrates!

Love.. thats what evaporates!

Pain.. thats what manifests!

Friendship.. thats what is missed!

Family.. thats what survives!

Life.. thats what you live..!